Well, after much prayer, I came to the conclusion that I cannot parent three children on my own. And so, I sent the very sad email to my caseworker to let her know that I cannot pursue the referral of siblings at this time. She is so sweet and I wanted to share part of her email response to me.
She writes, "As I say to all our families, the child you eventually say "yes" to will have needed you every bit as much as any you say "no" to. There are reportedly 750 kids available for adoption in Colorado on any given day, and you can't take all of them!"
I pray that all 750 kids find loving homes quickly!